tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62325692011-04-22T04:30:34.844+08:00-Tao Ren--nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comBlogger971100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1109604710618742462005-02-28T23:19:00.000+08:002005-02-28T23:31:50.620+08:00nuisance me.malay o-lvl : B3 with a distinction for oral.whateverness.heard the sec4 cohort of last year did rather terrible. or so the teachers hinted.and down goes my morale.when will everything stop disturbing my already screwed morale?had national trngs for the first time today since i came back frm jakarta. it was ok. i pulled out of the kl trip. im just not ready to fight. like, its only 2 nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1109512081054172952005-02-27T21:32:00.000+08:002005-02-27T21:48:01.056+08:00happy 16 months sweetheart!i am feeling so happy. i miss you sayang. i kinda wasted a day not studying. haiz. im doomed.i learnt some artistic silat on friday. andhika taught us the tajimalela with abg zali. woohoo i love the sword. such cool swordplay. i intend to polish up my artistic field. i look so bodoh somehow.i am not ready for school.i baked fudge cake just now. im supposed to give it tonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1109326150466858422005-02-25T18:07:00.000+08:002005-02-25T18:09:10.466+08:00i miss you.will you still love me even after death sayang.cos i will.mmuakk..how i wish to spend the whole day talking to you. or just be with you.nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1109083152776827512005-02-22T22:10:00.000+08:002005-02-22T22:39:12.776+08:00such is a monday. oh wait, its tuesday.such is my angel. and. he's mine!i am feeling down. i miss him so much. such is the pain. and the longing.the song tipah tertipu by ruffedge is crap to me. i cannot figure out why its hot. to them. its annoying. they go, tipah tertipu tertipu tertipah,tipah tertipu lagi. try that 3 times fast. just a shower of spit comes out. the song doesnt make sense. so nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1108904804582546222005-02-20T21:00:00.000+08:002005-02-20T21:06:44.583+08:00i am awaiting for my sweetheart to come back frm johor.oh the pain and loneliness.. yet he is always close in my heart.i love you sayang.and i'm sorry for the pain i caused you. yesterday,today,and in the future.i will work hard to be the perfect girl for you.and your love is sealed in my heart, forever.nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1108742112598361542005-02-18T23:41:00.000+08:002005-02-18T23:55:12.600+08:00it is finally the weekends.screwed up my chem paper juz now even though it was open-book. stupid me had to leave my notes in class and the rest of the papers in my chem file was irrelevant. how do you fail an open-book test? just be NK.haiz.geography. map-reading. i hate it. the map's bigger than my table and the readings are tiny. urgh. yet i hate human geography even more. its such a major borenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1108476920063451942005-02-15T22:14:00.000+08:002005-02-15T22:15:20.063+08:00i feel like crying.nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1108468084294527162005-02-15T19:34:00.000+08:002005-02-15T19:48:04.296+08:00valentine's went well for me.sch was annoying yesterday. i starved. we fed on tapioca and sweet potato. and when i suffered a headache yesterday-they had to do the friggin fire drill in the last period. heck, the sun was scorching and it didnt help i was in a mabok state.but i couldnt let anything spoil my valentine's day. met the love of my life after school. God. he is so cute when he tucks in nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1108219667069214932005-02-12T22:42:00.000+08:002005-02-12T22:47:47.070+08:00i am so in love with my baby boy.and i know that he's always by my side. i love you sayang.i know now i'm not alone.cos you're a part of me.and you'll always be. thank you sayang. thank you so much.i know that even though this world is huge, i am able to cross the seven seas with u.. u are my faith. i love you.nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1108194109947435412005-02-12T15:32:00.000+08:002005-02-12T15:41:49.946+08:00why must i live the way i am living now.i dont understand myself.neither does anyone.why am i nordiana?why am i nk?why am i yana?why am i me?why cant i be perfect like baby.what do i have? i have nothing. i have no money. no looks. no height. no nice body. no brains. no dad. no ''family". no big house. no good grades. adults always have something against me, its all different for each adult but nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1108046765227344112005-02-10T22:42:00.000+08:002005-02-10T22:46:05.226+08:00my baby boy is still not yet back from johor.
i hope he comes home safely. god i miss him so much.
i feel so lonely.
where r u sayang.
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1107969269815843632005-02-10T01:01:00.000+08:002005-02-10T01:14:29.816+08:00my day is fucking spoiled in just 20 seconds.
before i go there. let me start from the morning.
woke up at 7+ i think. whatever. got ready to go sentosa. reached there, went to palawan beach, and waded in the water. fun is fun but then after 3 hours left to roam ard the island. went to the horse ride area.
while i awaited my turn to go on the horse, there was this arrogant guy who rode his nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1107854037655579912005-02-08T17:05:00.000+08:002005-02-08T17:13:57.656+08:00i am anticipating nothingness these 3 days.
i wasted an hour and a half at school. cny celebs. calligraphy painting.. i did baby's name in mandarin- and its only 2 characters short. teehee. i calligraphed his name in jawi. his name is so beautiful.
stop gushin,nk.
naw i cant help gushing over him.
the hall. first item was a dikir barat performance by sec2 critters of chinese special programmenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1107785669066932522005-02-07T21:42:00.000+08:002005-02-07T22:14:29.066+08:00baby is going to johor for 3 days..
and i'm stuck here.
i'll miss you.. alot.
but. make sure u enjoy yourself sweetheart. i'll await your return home.. i'll pray for ur safety.
you'll always be with me everyday.
m i s s y o u +
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1107321397108164132005-02-02T13:11:00.000+08:002005-02-02T13:16:37.106+08:00im back from jakarta yesterday.
it was nice while it was there, the best days being the last 2 days.
training was 2 times a day for the first few days. was tiring, hell yeah. defeated in the ring, but i was happy with my 2nd fight. came back with a swollen jaw and chin. stupid oppenent kicked me in the face. and baby's left shoulder came out again. :(
shopping rocked. me and baby bought nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1106735671612065512005-01-26T18:22:00.000+08:002005-01-26T18:34:31.613+08:00what a fucked up school life.
today's the last day of school for me. tomorrow on the 27th i am scooting off to jakarta for five days. silat tournament. and, hehe, tmr also happens to be me and baby's 15th month anniversary. feels quite like a honeymoon, only with the whole silat team.
and i'll be absent frm sch for like a week. and so many teachers have been hunting me down lately.
just had a nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1106322507838207442005-01-21T23:19:00.000+08:002005-01-21T23:48:27.836+08:00he. swift as the night. steadfast and athletic. a creature of athletic excellence and endless humor. a wonderful creation of God.
and he was sent to this girl.
and how thankful the girl is, for having such a fine angel blessed upon her. in her eyes, he was perfect.. and deep down, she knew that she will never be good enough for him.. no matter how hard she tried- thats because hes an angel.
henhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1105888143855893712005-01-16T23:03:00.000+08:002005-01-16T23:09:03.856+08:00i am thinking abt you baby.
have i ever told you.. how much you meant to me. how much brighter this world seems to be with u. have i ever told you how i loved ur touch. how i longed for those hugs.
how i miss you.
and i sit here, i feel i am with you. you have always been with me. those comforting words, the sweet echoes of ur voice.
how i am missing you.
and now, sleep and rest well my dearnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1105397928716576512005-01-11T06:54:00.000+08:002005-01-11T06:58:48.716+08:00i am missing my sweetie.
its tuesday. 2nd day of the school week and i'm already beat. i still have trng later at night. haiz. my gorgeous school shoes which look like soccer boots have been stolen and if i ever find out who i swear i'll beat the crap out of him/her.
one misfortune for me this week. i have to resort to wearing my adidas red stripes which i have to sadly use correction liquid tonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1105086123716620282005-01-07T16:17:00.000+08:002005-01-07T16:22:03.716+08:00i am tired. i dont know why im so tired noowadays, esp after a day at sch. prob this fucked up life dealing me a prob after another. the rush of time. haiz.
im so happy i got to hug baby today. and he smelt my hair! i missed it.. i love you sayang. i love you.
stupid head pain is killing me. i long to spend time with my dear again. it was too momentary just now. i wish for you.
had a lo0ng daynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1104478494829263372004-12-31T15:31:00.000+08:002004-12-31T15:34:54.830+08:00beautiful skin.
im sorry dear.
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1103694583204671512004-12-22T13:41:00.000+08:002004-12-22T13:49:43.206+08:00fuckingshitfuckingshitfuckingshit.
pardon my profanity but i am indeed in a foul temper.
i seriously think that holing up myself at home alone, and i really mean alone, is my form of meditation. yet sometimes i get frustrated doing just nothing with nobody.
i hate it when my mom goes on leave.
she'll stir up so much noise in the otherwise silent household freaking up over minor matters. and nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1103647137226676552004-12-22T01:26:00.000+08:002004-12-22T00:38:57.226+08:00so in love with the song my only one by yellowcard. and the video was *sniff* touching.
well back to me.
so-so day i had. i wonder if i lost any weight. been refraining from having 3 proper meals since sat i think.
its already the 22nd dec. hols ending soon. so soon. too soon. i havent finish amaths and emaths hw. i dont even know what to do for emaths.
the thought of having new teachers is nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1103455455619838402004-12-19T19:20:00.000+08:002004-12-19T19:24:15.620+08:00o0. life is a bitch.
at least my internet is up since what? 2-3 months back.
already i come here and see ppl squabbling on my dashboard.
thanks mel and flare. and nurul.
i dunno who you are flare but i'd appreciate if u tell me.
and to sha2.. i really dunno who you are. and i swear, i never said anything abt anybody in any persisi website.. kindly tell me what the impostor said abt whom.. cos nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1099547586362441602004-11-04T13:41:00.000+08:002004-11-04T13:53:06.363+08:00finally the internet's up.
i've had a boring day as usual at school.
mundaneness is overriding me. at least i've had some crazy in-betweens. tried moonwalking just now and ended up laughing at myself and being laughed at. i've also discovered the drama students have interesting costumes and whatnots stored on the second level of the studio.
and im kinda pissed. why do people sometimes think so nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1098919131702852842004-10-28T07:11:00.000+08:002004-10-28T07:18:51.703+08:00hmz. bored like fuck. missing baby so much. he didnt call me yet since this morn. baby.. i miss you.
i think i wanna keep a pet newt now. yeah right. i havent even gotten my frog.
i shall research on newts.
this year's sec3 batch is terrible. historically terrible. 11 retainees across the level. im like wow. could it be the new system? or issit just us.. lazy jackasses (as usual.)?
the school nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1098832909070609852004-10-27T07:12:00.000+08:002004-10-27T07:21:49.070+08:00HAPPY 1 YEAR PAPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you tau.
i love you so much tau.
i love love love you so much tauuuu.
mmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaccccccccckkkkkkk.
hmz.. looking back the past year.. everything we went through. everything we overcame. all the pain we endured. all the hate from others we got through.
i cherish every bit of it.
everything.
pa.. i just wanna say that.. i wannanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1098429338152360592004-10-22T15:09:00.000+08:002004-10-22T15:15:38.153+08:00some kind of pain and fatigue is getting to me since this morning.
had this sharp pain to my head while on the way back home.. and i've been feeling very very tired the whole day throughout.
sigh. and baby aint home yet.
ive been receiving prank calls just now. how annoying. the person just was silent. i asked if he or she was the russian spy. silence.
i should have pretended to be talking to nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1098141499136221922004-10-19T07:08:00.000+08:002004-10-19T07:18:19.136+08:00ah well so here i am in school, back on the net after a freaking few weeks. internet connection at home is still screwed, and without it and without food this month, life at home is one hell of a bore. save for phone sessions with my baby, even that dont last long with the bitch of a sister always wanting to use the phone.
ah. and i hate it when the hari raya season comes.
call me killjoy but inhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1097016631589664442004-10-06T06:48:00.000+08:002004-10-06T06:50:31.590+08:00Pa.. Ma sowie for being such a jackass.
i know what i did yesterday hurt you so bad.
i'll try make it up to you pa
again. i m sorry.
i know its unforgivable of me..
I'm SORRY...
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1096932043965622212004-10-05T07:14:00.000+08:002004-10-05T07:20:43.966+08:00pain. i think my mata is tembel-ing.
my eye pain tauu.
and i miss my sweetieee.
i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
take care tauuuu.
mmmuacckkkk.
will post later. k.
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1096508818540304482004-09-30T09:45:00.000+08:002004-09-30T09:46:58.540+08:00i miss baby so0 much.
im feeling cold.and hungry.
mmuackk.
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1096240815443932712004-09-27T07:11:00.000+08:002004-09-27T07:20:15.443+08:00happy 11 months sweetie!!
miss him so much much much.
am in class right now, my com screwed up and i havent been online for days. and days.
am so sad.
cant meet him today.
am so sad.
i missed his call i think.
i rushed to get a prepaid card, taking the earlier bus and running like a freak.
hmz..
am so sad.
will only get to hear his voice later.
i hope.
am waiting.
for his voice.
am missing nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1095954248126047762004-09-23T23:32:00.000+08:002004-09-23T23:44:08.126+08:00awwh. baby is getting even sweeter by the day.
hehehehe love him to every bit.
i felt so touched when he said he'll listen to me and try do as i say.
i am so touched.
saayaaaaaaaaaaaaaang papa.
hehe.
he makes me melt tau.
i cant get enough of him.
hm.. i am so in love with vintage outfits. especially from the 1930s-50s era. prettty. too bad they're expensive. in fact i dont even know where to nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1095922509459779142004-09-23T14:52:00.000+08:002004-09-23T14:55:09.460+08:00hm.waiting for baby to come home soon.
he called me this morning while i was at the bustop gg to school. he seldom does that. hehe. he wanted to be sure i was awake and not ccome to sch late like i did yesterday.
im melting. he's so sweet.
mmmmmmmuacck.
and that made my day.
its another normal day at school. same stuff happens. ah yes. i learnt a new phrase.
paradigm shift. or
anjakan nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1095846905171977912004-09-22T17:44:00.000+08:002004-09-22T17:55:05.173+08:00missing my babyy.alot.
sch started at 8 for me today. i mean, i walked into sch at 8 today. haha. acely i could've arrived earlier but well i didnt wanna be standing at the podium like some patriotic fool singing the national anthem to the state flag with the other latecomers.
i just dont sing. esp national anthem.
got thru the eng dramatisation just now. someone commented to me yesterday i nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1095604293340663352004-09-19T22:08:00.000+08:002004-09-19T22:31:33.340+08:00hm. wearing my new specs now. my mom says i look like some mak tiri. hahaz. and i think i look somewhat like an office slut. oh wells.
one of my tastebuds is killing me. i feel like pulling it out. pain tau. but baby said no. he said it will bleed.
but its so painful.
anyhows. missing baby tauu. haez. im craving for brownies. mrs field's brownies. ouhh. can someone get some for me. hehe.
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1095427972819415282004-09-17T21:31:00.000+08:002004-09-17T21:32:52.820+08:00im a useless jackass tau.
because im being such an asshole to baby.
im so sowie baby.
i feel like i've betrayed you in a thousand and one ways.
when, in fact, you're all i got left.
yet i hurt you.
pls. slap me.
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1094833069861824002004-09-11T01:10:00.000+08:002004-09-11T00:17:49.860+08:00Thank You.
i could watch you laugh
i could watch you smile
i could count the days
you're at my side
when the tough gets going
i know ive got you
when the rain starts falling
i know you're still you
i know in many ways
im not perfect for you
but you my angel,
ur perfect and its true
i realised the many times
i said somethiing that hurt
or did something that made u cry
i just wanna say
that im nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1094831610028581292004-09-10T23:44:00.000+08:002004-09-10T23:53:30.026+08:00someone pls just shoot me.
i think i've hurt baby. disappointed him. upset him. again.
as always, im the failure.
why Nk why?
why cant u be good to him?
why cant u be perfect for him?
why did u disappoint him?
im so fucken disappointed with myself.
yeah. and shit's been happening at home. haiz. so much for my silence.
like i said, im sorry u guys.
just dont count on me anymore.
cos im bound nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1094490631159730202004-09-07T01:30:00.000+08:002004-09-07T01:18:59.130+08:00now i really deserve to die.
not only did i disappoint baby.
i disappointed my own gd friends as well.
yanxiu, joy.. i know ive kinda drifted frm u all of late. i feel it too. i mean, even on the bus on the way to sch we dont really talk.. and after alighting i keep quiet most of the time. and sometimes i dont even take the same bus as ya'all. yeah, and comclub, i havent been having lunch with unhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1094486832006530482004-09-06T23:44:00.000+08:002004-09-07T00:07:12.006+08:00today. had an awesome time with baby. hehehehe. but shall not disclose.
had almost 4 hours of physics today. kinda slacked actually. kept doing the light refraction and reflection thing.. but i used the mirror to look at myself. :P hmmmz...
baby picked me up after sch. went to PP for lunch then east coast to chill. man, he actually ate the 7eleven's mash potato. eww. but nmind.. its like baby nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1094314733221621882004-09-05T01:09:00.000+08:002004-09-05T00:18:53.223+08:00cant. stop. thinking. of. baby. ...
miss him tau.haez. he's got a game tmr. all the best baby, i know u can win swalihin. give ur best fight tau. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuuuaacckkkkk.. hehez.
im itching all over. again. mosquitos attacking me again. dunno why. do i secrete pharomones or something? haha. baby said it was because i had sweet blood cos i was sweet. no tau sweetie. hehe.
my baby nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1094229575282794212004-09-04T01:25:00.000+08:002004-09-04T00:39:35.283+08:00i want my baby.
now.
anyways. sch was ok. just boring as usual. whateverness. my baby is so fucken cute.ehheh. listening to gang poems now, both hokkien and malay. haha funny sia. baby dwnloaded it. kinda catchy though. techno remixes. g a h.
damn i want my baby to be with me now. he waited for me outside sch justnow, damn he waited for me for so long. all bcos of mrs loy. extend emaths. haiz.nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1094042568533745122004-09-01T20:39:00.000+08:002004-09-01T20:42:48.533+08:00i think i disappointed baby alot.
and kinda upset him.
i'm so useless. he couldnt reach me on the phone the whole day, its always him who calls me since i daren't call his home, and its not always me who picks up the phone.
shoot me pls baby. i love you. and im sorry. so sorry.
i'm sorry baby.
:( im so disappointed with myself too.
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093880225453632292004-08-30T23:16:00.000+08:002004-08-30T23:37:05.453+08:00haiz. missing my sweetie so damn much.
pa..mama sowie tau if i said anything wrong. mama just dont wanna lose you, esp to somebody else. i love u so much.
hmm.. my sweetie looks so cute as a kid. i wanna have a son with him who looks exactly like him when he was still oh-so-tiny. ehheh. god i will cradle my beloved son everyday. hehe.
im just so fucken crazy over ma sweetie. i wish i can keep nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093795731014760252004-08-29T23:45:00.000+08:002004-08-30T00:08:51.013+08:00ouh what a day.
baby sent some kid from tampark centre to the hosp. i guess he's still there now. silat injury.come back soon baby come back soon.
haiz. went to silat federation, or rather takraw federation for the intergrasio. yeah. baby came somewhat in the afternn. omghesfuckencute. with his cute shirt and hair.awwwhh.
but somehows i got so fucken depressed later on. i couldnt take it nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093709023688493722004-08-28T23:49:00.000+08:002004-08-29T00:03:43.686+08:00hm. baby hasnt called. out with his relatives? just a guess.
finally met baby today. ehheh. but only aft 6++. went to dhoby ghaut and bought some clothes for myself.yeahh. reached persisi at ard 6++. so ramai tau. hms. watched the opening ceremony halfway then took a stroll with baby, haliffah, her friend and halim. yyah.
oh yeah. baby and i exchanged baby photos. omghe'ssofuckencute. like somenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093602972443411792004-08-27T18:31:00.000+08:002004-08-27T18:36:12.443+08:00happy 10 months baby...will love u till the end of time...mmuack..
aye. missing baby alot as usual. i guess he's now doing the nkf CIP thingy. until eight. i hope he calls me soon.. i doubt im going for trng. just to wait for him.
i cried just now. i couldnt take it, i am yearning so much for him. i havent seen him in 4 days and thats alot of pain. plus, i think baby is angry with me. i dunno, nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093528293660667892004-08-26T21:42:00.000+08:002004-08-26T21:51:33.660+08:00i pledge myself to be yours for life, baby.
--Jangan Pisahkan_DeddyDores/Mayangsari--
biar cinta terhalang
gunung & samudera
aku tetap memegang
janjiku padamu
biar curang,
yang terjal ada didepanku
takkan goyang
sumpahku kepada dirimu
kita bagai kumbang dan bunga
hatiku pasti, hatimu jua
namun mengapa ada saja
yang benci tulus cinta kita
jangan pisahkan aku dan dia
tuhan tolonglah
kucinta nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093520281216379272004-08-26T19:38:00.000+08:002004-08-26T19:38:01.216+08:00me,aqilah,atiqah,xinyan. nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093520276266576102004-08-26T19:37:00.001+08:002004-08-26T19:37:56.266+08:00the rest of us. nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093520234965084752004-08-26T19:37:00.000+08:002004-08-26T19:37:14.966+08:00me!!!! nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093520217468221762004-08-26T19:36:00.000+08:002004-08-26T19:36:57.466+08:00sila,me,aqilah. nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093444182509675112004-08-25T22:20:00.000+08:002004-08-25T22:29:42.510+08:00my baby is so sweet he gives me diabetes. =]
my baby is so hot i have 3rd degree burns.
my baby is so sexy and he's my private pornstar.
ehheh.
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093191473497600412004-08-22T23:50:00.000+08:002004-08-23T00:17:53.496+08:00i miss baby alot.
and i think i'll really trust my gut feelings from now on.
after all the uncomfortable feeling, it was proven of what i've been feeling all along now was so damn true.
he still does contact his ex. after saying he doesnt. that bitch apparently called his house. and i on the other hand, dare not lest his dad or mom gets angry.
fucking whore.
haiz. why does my head and heart nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1093019473102342432004-08-21T00:28:00.000+08:002004-08-21T00:31:13.103+08:00im so fucken angry with myself.
why did i say what i didnt mean.
and end up hurting baby. and myself.
i am so sowie papa dear. pls just shoot me. im an ass.
i'll always love u papa dear.
and happy 15th birthday..
[loving u since the past, the present and forever.]
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092999457062964562004-08-20T18:47:00.000+08:002004-08-20T18:57:37.063+08:00heart yearning for baby.
heart yearning for baby.
tears streaming for baby.
tear streaming for baby.
thoughts filled with baby.
thought filled with baby.
soul is loving baby.
soul is loving baby deeply.
hand needs his.
hand needs his.
i need baby.
- put thine hand into mine.
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092908041604850422004-08-19T17:12:00.000+08:002004-08-19T17:34:01.650+08:00i feel like killing myself now.
i'm missing him way too much. he hasnt called. i guess he's still at school. come home soon papa im waiting for u.
i miss u so much.
--
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywherei go you go,my dear; and whatever is doneby only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092753513186177452004-08-17T22:27:00.000+08:002004-08-17T22:38:33.186+08:00what a crrushing day.
actually, i'm just missing baby too much.
so today went fine i guess. hm. alicia quarelled with sooffiyah. something over sooffiyah being mean or somewhat. haez. why are people mean to others?
enough of that.
today. was a rather uninteresting day. i had my hair french plaited on the sides and boy did i portray glowing innocence. ehheh. recess. i feel so cheated of my one nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092670382094812092004-08-16T23:26:00.000+08:002004-08-16T23:35:58.586+08:00heyys.
missing baby now.
he told me on the bus that it was his promise to marry me. hehe. so twwwweeeett.. papa.. mama also want to kahwin with u!!!!! hehe.
lets get married. now. ehehh.
saaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyaaaaang papa!
accompanied my dear to hosp for his checkup. he's ok now. i mean his shoulders.
kecian dier.
did i mention to all of yous that he's goddamn fuckin hot? ohh yeah. this would nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092544134879986512004-08-15T12:23:00.000+08:002004-08-15T12:28:54.880+08:00damn. why am i longing for baby more than usual now.. haiz. baby's going to johor in awhile. and he has physiotherapy tmr so we cant meet. i m not much in the mood to do anything.
i just want him.
im seriously breaking down now. whats wrong with me. i m missing him so much.more than usual. since last night. come home soon dear. i'll be waiting.
absence does make my heart grow fonder. i need nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092502442295366312004-08-15T00:38:00.000+08:002004-08-15T00:54:02.296+08:00today, my school had the annual x-country, which, i didnt attend. ahaz. was feeling so lazy man. i mean, it was troublesome for me to get there and back home. and its not even at the usual east coast spot via parkway underpass. its further up. and hell no. im not wasting my time. i'll be fakin an MC i guess. just to please johara. ahaz.
well, woke up at 9.. my baby called ard 1030. awwh i miss nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092393447916758722004-08-13T18:37:00.000+08:002004-08-13T18:37:27.916+08:00me. i think i have a huge ego. hehh.*my baby rocks ma socks.mmuackk.* nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092324234651719652004-08-12T23:23:00.000+08:002004-08-12T23:23:54.650+08:00pic at sch. from left: syaz, me, michelle, joy,jocelyn. heheh... nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092323787099629592004-08-12T23:11:00.000+08:002004-08-12T23:16:27.100+08:00ah. changed layout again. yes, again. the red one screwed up. after all the effort done in editing it.
miss baby. alot.
i realised how much i missed alot on tv. in fact, i hardly watch tv at all. not that im busy or anyhting. there's just nothing good to watch on tv. at all. i guess thats y im on the computer all day. hehe. i mean what happened to all the good stuff?
what happened to malcolm nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092235899713104842004-08-11T22:51:00.000+08:002004-08-11T22:51:39.713+08:00looney me in school.. *grin* nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092235846788738042004-08-11T22:50:00.001+08:002004-08-11T22:50:46.786+08:00me, kd, aqilah at sch's national day celebration... nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092235812415564772004-08-11T22:50:00.000+08:002004-08-11T22:50:12.416+08:00just for baby firhan... nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092235660400771932004-08-11T22:23:00.000+08:002004-08-11T22:47:40.400+08:00heys. had an awesome time today. hehe. well firstly, didnt go to school cos of my flu. so yeah.. slept like a pig the whole morning. woke up ard 1 to bathe. eehhh.
been by myself since morning. then baby called. hehe. he was having soccer but when he heard from some unknown tkgian he met that i didnt come to sch today, he rushed to drop by to visit me. aww so0 tweet. mmuack. just when i was nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1092066773826053332004-08-09T23:12:00.000+08:002004-08-09T23:52:53.826+08:00am so frustrated with my printer. shall not elaborate.
anyhows. got dragged to stadium waterfront just nw. was so pissed off. yeah. i hate a crowded place. and i hate ndp. nothing interesting whatsoever. so yeah i guess i wasted time there but too bad for me i guess. getting there was hell. walked so far. getting back waS just as bad. crowded buses etc. and of cos, all along, i was missing my nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1091978807600733852004-08-08T23:09:00.001+08:002004-08-08T23:26:47.600+08:00haez. i'm tired. i'm bored. my toe is in pain. pining for baby. wondering what he's doing now, and if he is ok. apparently another fight with his parents. because of me.
and i just knew i've always been such a pain.
feeling low right now. spent an afternoon and the night away at silat federation. yeah. was boring as usual but at least got to spend time with ma sweetie. and yet, his dad had to nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1091899679910480342004-08-08T01:07:00.000+08:002004-08-08T01:27:59.910+08:00i miss my baby aka my papa.
didnt see him today, was forced to do the performance at changi airport. twas ok.
and, i broke half a toenail. (ouch?)
-
If tomorrow never comes
I would want just one thing
I would tell it to the stars and the sun
I would write it for the world to see
And it's you
The light changes when you're in the room
Oh it's you
Oh it's you
If tomorrow never comes
I nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1091370626532848752004-08-01T22:26:00.000+08:002004-08-01T22:30:26.533+08:00my presence is your pain.
my presence is their reason to hate.
thus, i am your jinx
it's always my fault
i love u baby.
i cant take it.
dont sacrifice urself anymore.
dont leave me.
i am selfish i am wrong. i will never be an angel like you. im the greatest sinner, loving an angel, thats you.. but let me be the greatest sinner, as long as i have you.
nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1090572954315857822004-07-23T16:39:00.000+08:002004-07-23T16:55:54.316+08:00heyz. in com lab now at sch. my screwed up computer at home doesnt support the new blog format, so.. i cant update. useless.
anyhows, im feeling w e i r d nowadays, i suddenly wanna do volunteery work. is something wrong with me? and i'm starting to show my compassionate side. i'm becoming more generous now. hehez. :X
failed emaths as usual. i find amaths more fun though. dunno why. not that inhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1089727298977842932004-07-13T21:51:00.000+08:002004-07-13T22:01:38.976+08:00ahaz.
today, went to dental.
was fun.
am inspired to go for regular checkups.
despite the doc gigi picked at my gums
with his sharp pointed gadget.
my gums, they bled.
the anguish. ah but the pleasure.
and ooh, i loved the polish.
buffing my teeth.
:D and i had a new smile.
a spa for my teeth.
-god i am mad.
will take care of my teeth.nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1089116168879294342004-07-06T19:43:00.000+08:002004-07-06T20:26:27.550+08:00heys. was blog-hopping while awaiting baby's call. and i came across joy's blog. she asked "what do u do when u miss a dead person?". and tt question struck me hard. my late dad. i'm reminiscing my times with him.
for those of u not in the know, yes.. i was orphaned when my dad passed away on may 26 last year. he didnt come home that night. he died on his way back frm work. died from brain nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1089113192113470472004-07-06T19:22:00.000+08:002004-07-06T19:26:32.120+08:00aiz. baby contacted me in e afternn. apparently he got into a fight and dislocated his left shoulder.
i met baby at ard 5++ at his block. accompanied him to silat federation, he asked me to. of cos baby, its my duty to take care of u.. mmuackk..
sent him off to silat federation so that he could get checked/ massage by coaches. didnt go all the way in cos was wary of his dad.
yeah. baby just nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1088949420041927882004-07-04T21:54:00.000+08:002004-07-04T21:57:00.040+08:00i lost my wallet.
my ezlink.
my 15 bucks.
and more importantly
baby's photos.
fucked up. lost it outside the silat federation just now.
aiz.
-im tired, and lost without my wallet. luv u baby.nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1088867354408357562004-07-03T22:58:00.000+08:002004-07-03T23:09:14.406+08:00heys.. came back frm trng at kg glam cc just now. tired man.. and hungry. im forbidden to touch food and drink so much until the weighing-in for e competition tmr. have to remain at my weight. yeah.
trng actually ended at 7pm. yeah. but i wasnt in my target weight so they made all those who were in the same situation run 10 laps next to the cc. it was ok. im surprised i didnt stop and walk alongnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1088692503168935972004-07-01T22:29:00.000+08:002004-07-01T22:35:03.170+08:00gah. bored now. baby went to slp already. tmr is project REAP. my class will be selling foodstuffs. yeahh.
hahas. class was boring today. slept during amaths, ms yeo caught me. but couldnt care. wore sandals to scch today, after a foot injury frm silat yest night. i like wearing them. hehe. freedom for my toess.. oh yeah, i wore the wrong pinafore today. i wore my sec one pinafore without nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1088083923322546362004-06-24T21:27:00.000+08:002004-06-24T21:32:03.323+08:00god. im feeling awful now.
i'm sorry baby. it was all my fault. i caused the accident. and now ur coughing blood. di.. i'm very sorry.
i saw how u threw yourself from the bike so as not to land on me and injure me. i saw how u landed, baby. i saw how u hit ur head and how ur body slammed on the rough road. i saw ur body fly over my head. i heard how the bike crashed. i heard ur body slam on thenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1088067870273395922004-06-24T16:52:00.000+08:002004-06-24T17:04:30.273+08:00yo. just came back from being with baby in the morning. hehes. went out at 645 and reached his block at around 720. yeah. had a grreat time with him in the morning. yeahhhhh. hehehehe. around 10++ we left his house and went to his friend rozaini's house at simei. after meeting him, we went to old changi hospital.
was nothing la. looked dilapidated and rundown, but i was surprised there was an nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1088009068765178352004-06-24T00:39:00.000+08:002004-06-24T00:44:28.766+08:00hahas. just finished up my template. though as u can see there are a bit of errors here and there. but i have decided not to mess it with it any further. hehe. im not particularly good at this.
heys. today, was shiook. hehe. something happened la.. shall not say. went to MP lib to meet the others to do proj. b4 that met baby and we went parkway for dinner. hehes. after finishing up the proj, me nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1087533734220606182004-06-18T11:54:00.000+08:002004-06-18T12:42:14.220+08:00heyz. hehe. just came back from 6Di chalet. and now, i shall describe my 3 nights 4 days there..
Day one. 15/06
woke up in the morning, packed up. got things sorted out with baby soon enough. ard 1230 i left hm to go bedok and buy some stuff. k. then reached tampines at ard 1. i was supposed to meet jingyuan at ard 130 so i was early. then i realised i didnt bring my comb. urgh. i brought all mynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1087206197505356642004-06-14T17:39:00.000+08:002004-06-14T17:43:17.506+08:00and all that we've built. i still need you
and all that i've worked for. its just for u
and all that i've tried salvage. its for u
and all that i've ever needed. i needed only u.
dont leave me, di. i still love u. and only u.nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1086707569631573952004-06-08T23:12:00.000+08:002004-06-08T23:12:49.630+08:00http://community.webshots.com/photo/130775620/149286524qoHime
this is one of the outrageous things i do when bored in class. haha!nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1086626686486103862004-06-08T00:39:00.000+08:002004-06-08T00:44:46.486+08:00Sayang, tonight I asked God
To keep u away from harm
To protect u whervever u are
To make sure u get enough love
And fight off those who hate u
To make sure ur kept strong
To carry on this nasty life
Despite all the things u've been thru
Remember sayang,
I'm always here for u
And, He is too.
tonight.. the night is silent.. but i knw.. God can hear my cries.. and my silent prayers.. to keep u nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1085980581017141832004-05-31T13:15:00.000+08:002004-05-31T13:16:21.016+08:00The Reason [Hoobastank]
I'm not a perfect person,
As many things I wish I didn't do,
But I continue learning,
I never meant to do those things to you,
And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know.
I've found a reason for me,
To change who I used to be,
A reason to start over new,
and the reason is you.
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
It's something I must live with everyday,
And nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1085740448279167832004-05-28T18:33:00.000+08:002004-05-28T18:34:08.280+08:00Heart of Gold
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of? brought to you by Quizilla
just got back frm meeting baby after coming frm obs. ah. obs was grreat. hehe. but im lazy to elaborate. tas.
mmuack baby.nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1085135792386279782004-05-21T18:26:00.000+08:002004-05-21T18:36:32.386+08:00ah. screw starhub. i finally get to contact baby after more than 24 hours. aiz. i think he's still takin it that we broke up. damnit starhub. i hope it will not happen again. insyaalllah. man, i dont want us to break up bcos of starhub. i finally get to contact baby man. but his phone when i call still says "i;m sorry, the starhub user is currently not in servicce" . yeah. dmanit starhub.
ah nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1084889176634108362004-05-18T21:56:00.000+08:002004-05-18T22:06:16.636+08:00today. i finally got that wallet. but more importantly, things betw me and baby are shaken again.
apparently he fought with his parents and they brought up the subject abt me. now he's disillusioned and he took 60 pills so far. and he refuses to let me call him di, sayang, and all that. he wants me to call him by his name. he said he wanted me to treat him like everyone else does. meanin, he nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1084799669139936062004-05-17T21:09:00.000+08:002004-05-17T21:14:29.140+08:00I Hope You Dance
i hope u never lose your sense of wonder
u get ur fill to eat, but always keep that hunger
may u never take one single breath for granted
God forbid that love will ever leave u empty-handed
i hope u'll still feel small when u stand beside the ocean
whenever one door closes i hope one more opens
promise me that u'll give faith a fighting chance
and when u get the choice to sit itnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1084695995961792292004-05-16T15:40:00.000+08:002004-05-16T16:26:35.960+08:00_______Your Life_______
[x] they call me: nk, diana, yana, sexyribut, oi
[x] sex: not yet. heh.
[x] my first breath of air: 130389
[x] status: together with my baby firhan.. mmuacckk..
[x] best friends: baby, joy, yx, the ributhood [nurh+ and aq+]. sila.. and a few others
_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: hm. i've had had a few. pri6, 27 october of 2003 [when i first got with nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1084636437020347802004-05-15T23:36:00.000+08:002004-05-15T23:53:57.020+08:00today was ok. went to plaza spura in the aftnn with my mom. i fell so0 in luv with this wallet i saw at the shop called "more than words". fourteen bucks. description: black and white. the cartoon was kinda gory. but it was gory and beautiful. its label was "the nightmare b4 xmas". its kinda creepy and its plastic. hehe. oh my gawd i must get my hands on it. it has the perfect outfit for me. nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1084543394611236742004-05-14T21:52:00.000+08:002004-05-14T22:03:14.610+08:00heyz. just talked to mahesha. man, 3 yrs ago was so0 long. hehe. he still keeps the diary i gave to him. but thats that la. i still love my baby firhan alot. mahesha was the past. but nostalgia hits back once in a while. ah, thanks for the memories mahesha.
ahz. my baby is mad at me. he thinks im not impt to him anymore, since i seemed to be ignoring me while we were on the phone. and the fact nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232569.post-1083984173142162342004-05-08T10:40:00.000+08:002004-05-08T10:47:21.513+08:00The Essence of Today
I shall pass through this life but once
So if i have to do anything, let it be good
Let it be the best
For I know, i shall not pass this way again.nhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18302186620092527049noreply@blogger.com